Tumblr (3.0; @tseivara)http://tseivara.tumblr.com/<p>I listen to music to absolve myself of thought. It&#8217;s not successful - I transcend my thoughts, but they are still present. Fear buzzing ever-present in my chest, spread to every part of me now. Things I need to do but try to forget for arbitrary reasons I am not aware of. Mistakes. Useless, pointless successes. Once I tried to reach for happiness, but I could not reach it then, and I cannot find it now, and why keep trying when all that is is void?</p>http://tseivara.tumblr.com/post/46922158675http://tseivara.tumblr.com/post/46922158675Tue, 02 Apr 2013 03:24:05 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/9b808c9e2bab1afe7c8caa656c766dc8/tumblr_mjsiklxAOw1s8f38no1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>3/16/13</p>http://tseivara.tumblr.com/post/45564320851http://tseivara.tumblr.com/post/45564320851Sun, 17 Mar 2013 01:43:00 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4be6ddf038e380cf5e67937808e45414/tumblr_mjsiiix46b1s8f38no1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>3/15/2013</p>http://tseivara.tumblr.com/post/45564246852http://tseivara.tumblr.com/post/45564246852Sun, 17 Mar 2013 01:42:00 -0400