April 2013
1 post
I listen to music to absolve myself of thought. It’s not successful - I transcend my thoughts, but they are still present. Fear buzzing ever-present in my chest, spread to every part of me now. Things I need to do but try to forget for arbitrary reasons I am not aware of. Mistakes. Useless, pointless successes. Once I tried to reach for happiness, but I could not reach it then, and I cannot...
March 2013
2 posts
